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Are you hiding behind your smile? Do you want to be free from the hurt of your past? Well, this book is for you! Let go of the pain from your past and move forward!
Karla was a misguided youth who witnessed everything that she was supposed to be protected from. Growing up without a father in her life and a mother who didn't know how to show her love forced her to go out into the world unprepared for the realities of it. She became a mother at the age of eighteen by a man who was six years older with children. Although she never felt love at home, she still opened herself up to the possibilities of being loved and loving someone in return. That search led her to a young man whom she eventually spent eight years of her life with and shared two more children together. During their time together she suffered from mental, physical, and emotional abuse, causing her to finally get up enough courage to leave him. Single again, Karla started doing things that she never had the opportunity to do while with such a controlling man. She started to drink and go out more, which eventually caused her to make decisions that affected and disrupted her household. She met a few men and settled down with one that caught her eye. While trying to pick up the pieces of her life, she started doing a little better and was looking forward to her future without the hurt and pain that she suffered through for years. Trying to better her relationship with her siblings, she invited them to her apartment so that they could spend time together, but nothing would prepare herself for what lay ahead. One night with her family had turned her whole world upside down and left her fighting for her freedom. With everything that she had already gone through, nobody would have ever expected for her to end up in jail, not even her. Leaving behind her children, Karla had to adjust to her new life behind bars. There was no turning back now, she had to fight harder than she had ever fought before. During that fight, she was sexually assaulted by a male deputy that worked at the courthouse. Leaving her with distrust for the same people put in place to protect her, she started to give up and accept things as they were, but God didn't want that for her, so He gave her the vision and sign that she had been waiting for. After being away for almost two years, Karla was released back out into the same cold, cruel world that she was abruptly taken from and had to start rebuilding what was torn down. She also needed to repair the broken relationship with her children, but none of that would come easy for her. Battling depression, being homeless, and running into people that had taken advantage of her instead of helping only made her stronger, and after two years of parole Karla packed the few things she had along with her children and headed for a new life in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, leaving behind everything that was meant to break her and starting a new life for herself and children.
The Tears Behind my Smile is a long-life journey of an abandoned girl who faces challenges in every walk of her life and the strength she gains from each experience she suffers. It is not an autobiography with an ordinary beginning and a predictable ending; instead the book depicts a series of emotions occurring in the author's life and how she alters herself from a self-pitying girl into a strong, resilient woman. It will enlighten the readers on not to depend on anyone and become the superhero in their own story. A hard but comforting lesson to learn – Loving and forgiving your own self is important because if today you won’t do it, tomorrow you’ll see others taking advantage of your weaknesses. No matter how many mistakes you are making in your life, if you are willing to learn from everything you go through, sooner or later, you will become the best version of yourself and that without anyone else’s support.
It happened to me... Wait. Before we go on there something you should know. This is NOT a 'once upon a time' story, it doesn't have a 'happily ever after, ' it's not filled with fairy tales and fables, there is no Prince Charming, the damsel in distress will not be saved, and the guy does not get the girl. This is a journey into the damaged mind of a young girl...
Lisa was only a young little girl who was raised without her biological parents and lived her fear behind her smile. From molestation and staying with different family members to wanting to be loved, it all developed into a mental shutdown. Searching for love in the wrong places, she finally grows and accepts her past and learns that what she had been through will not define who she has become as an adult. Lisa learns that her past life has made her stronger and wiser and begins to put all that love, time, and her past pain into her intelligent son, who brings her back to reality from giving up on her own sanity. No one would have ever known and believed the things Lisa was faced as a child from her hiding behind her smile.
Being raised in Parkersburg, WVA, Janie didn't have big aspirations for her life. Tired of her dead-end job at the phone company her best friend suggested she interview to become a Stewardess. Fearful she would be rejected because of her height; she was shocked when she was accepted. A whole new world opened up to her. Seeing places she had only read about, spending time with politicians, movie stars and professional athletes. One special athlete, a professional basketball player named Wendell Ladner stole her heart with his southern charm. An extraordinary 'connection' with Elvis Presley allowed her the unique experience to spend 'one on one' time with him and remain in touch until his passing. You'll share with her the challenges of marrying someone so different from her upbringing and coping with attempts to try and fit in. Behind Her Smile reveals a devastating event that deeply affected Beverly and made her reexamine her life and what she truly wanted out of it
You Don't Know My Story is a book of 50 poems or small clippings of my life. I was inspired to write this book because of past experiences (mostly painful). In this book, I pray to God or have a conversation with God about what's going on in my life and ask Him to help me get through it. Through experiences with being a single parent, bad relationships, sicknesses, multiple family deaths, backstabbing friends, family hurt, and church hurt, You Don't Know My Story came about. My life is a story that is sometimes hidden with a smile. But through everything that I've been through and still going through, God has always been right there. So, this book is to encourage you to keep holding on and know that you're not alone in this Christian fight. Thank you to everyone who supported this book. Special "Thanks" to everyone in my past and present that motivated me to write this book. May God continue to Bless you!
Pre-Service Teacher Biographies Hany Carreño I am a student at the University of Houston-Downtown, currently pursuing a Bachelor's degree in EC-6 Bilingual Education. I was mesmerized by the creativity and effort that the students put into this project. It was an unforgettable experience that helped me understand the need for creativity and inspiration in our youth. It was a privilege to work with these students and see them exploiting their creative talent. Romina Escobar I am a pre-service teacher in the Department of Urban Education at the University of Houston-Downtown. I assisted Jasmine N., Amy M., Miriam L., and Caymen J. in the writing of the poetry within this book. I was presently surprised with the level of literary talent among my group of teenage girls housed at the detention facility. As a future Early Childhood through 6th grade Bilingual Teacher, I plan to replicate this project with future students. Nazira Ghazal I am currently a student of the University of Houston-Downtown, perusing an Interdisciplinary Education EC-6 degree. I love working with kids, so I was honored and very excited to be a part of this great program. Being a part of this program opened up my eyes to how much our kids need guidance; I hope that one day I can work with children and become a role model or someone they can look up to.
Step through the looking glass and into her world. With transparency, intimacy and candor, the authoress shares her inspiring life story in this incredibly honest and poignant memoir. In reading her memoir, you will get a glimpse of the first 30 years of her life as she witnessed firsthand the greatest gifts that she could have ever received- Gods mercy, forgiveness and redemption. After enduring years of adversity and hardship, the authoress chronicles her remarkable personal journey of strength, tenacity and willpower. A woman fated to not amount to much in life, through the power of God she transformed herself from being a victim to a victor. She knows all about overcoming the odds. What should have destroyed her destiny only gave her the courage to live triumphantly. Every circumstance she endured has elevated her to a higher level of glory in God. Her story is sure to inspire and encourage you. She believes that the transparency of her memoir will allow you to be confident in God and have faith in Him, regardless of the situations you are going through. Currently a licensed real estate professional, small business manager and entrepreneur, she has an associates degree in human services and a bachelors degree in psychology. She lives with her two children in Connecticut. Her story exemplifies that through God, all things are possible and through Him we are indeed MORE THAN CONQUERORS! In her memoir, the authoress prophetically intercedes for those are experiencing similar circumstances. Intercessory prayers are available to you in this book.
Sarah Willow, a sweet girl, born into the lowliest of ranks has always wanted a happily ever after. She believed she had found it when destiny brought Alpha Ryder, her fated mate to her. But her fairytale was short-lived when her protector turned out to be her worst nightmare. Shattered and broken by his betrayal, Sarah vows to make Ryder feel every bit of pain she has felt. She returns stronger than ever with the help of Lucas, an arch-enemy of Ryder. As her quest to bring down Ryder begins, she is faced with challenges that will question her decision. But there’s a thin line between love and hate. As the line is crossed severally in her encounter with Ryder, will Sarah be able to stick to her plan? Or will she fall back to buried memories? Or will she open her heart to be loved by another, even if he is a monster? Will she be willing to love again, despite her past? Or will her thirst for revenge get the better part? Find out in this intriguing novel filled with betrayal, suspense and romance.