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A fearless account of one woman's sex-capades—the ups, the downs, and everything in between— as she explores men and women, submission and dominance, prostitution and commitment. A must-read for any woman who has searched for herself by using and abusing her body—and emerged from the other side, stronger and wiser.
This book is the story of L. J. Shwartz's journey from childhood through physical, emotional, and sexual abuse; years of sexual addiction; and subsequent recovery in his early forties. About the Author L. J. Schwartz resides in Ft. Lauderdale, Florida, with his wife and two pugs. He is currently sponsoring other addicts with their recovery. He also created and monitors an internet website for sex addiction: www.recoverymonologue.com
Author Samantha Barrett says that initially, Memoirs of a Sex Addict was written to help heal herself. It is her sincere hope that it will also benefit others who have suffered as she has with Body Dysmorphic Disorder, a disorder which led directly to sex addiction and many of the reckless adventures recorded in this book. For her, BDD was a very rough ride, so some of the language and emotions in these pages are also rough. It had to be that way, she says, in order to tell the true story. The betrayals were many, including of her husbands, and there was never a shortage of men willing to take advantage of her. Even a counselor in an inpatient addiction hospital found her to be easy prey. Of course, the greatest betrayal was of herself. Some of what she did will come across as wild, out of control, even self-indulgent, but the common theme with alcohol and drug addicts is that she could not stop herself. Dr. Irvin Milowe, MD, and professor of psychiatry at the University of Miami, calls Memoirs of a Sex Addict "a very thoughtful trip into an addiction, that also shows the route out." And while Ms. Barrett is indeed eager to help others avoid her plight, she does not hide the details of her excursions. For Samantha Barrett the journey into addiction began during her childhood with being bullied in the home in what might seem a benign way. "The media," she says, "has been telling us about bullies at school and on the internet, but we rarely hear of bullies living under the same roof. We assume that parents will prevent anything hurtful to their children. But what if they are not aware? What may be "harmless teasing" for one child, could be devastating to another. A child may be hiding the pain. I was told that I was ugly, that no man would ever marry me. This led to a disease called Body Dysmorphic Disorder or BDD, a disease that distorted the way I saw myself and led me to obsess over flaws that may not have even be present. We hear tragic stories of drug and alcohol addiction. My addiction was different. Sex was my "drug of choice." Only sex could take away my pain of feeling "ugly." As soon as a man was on top of me or giving me attention, I felt beautiful. Often, alcohol went along with this behavior, but sex was the one I had no control over. Hopefully, the stories in this book will encourage parents, teachers and caregivers to be more aware of what is being told to or heard by their children."
Now a Lifetime Television original movie airing April 2008 with Sally Pressman, star of Army Wives. In this powerful memoir, a woman learns to value herself—as a whole person rather than as a sexual object. Sue William Silverman tells of her roller-coaster life of sex and self-destructive behavior. Finally, addicted to danger itself, she seeks the help of a trusted therapist to discover what love really means.
I learned much about myself writing this book. It is why the first subtitle is, “a journey of self-discovery,” including confessions of my “sex addiction,” significant enough to rate the second subtitle. I reveal truths about myself that no one knew about me, including me — until I had to accept them to be able to publicly admit them. To write this took a lot of gut-wrenching soul-searching. You will read in the preface that I dictated my book because I can’t type due to my stroke, employing the amazing Dragon (Nuance} naturally speaking speech recognition software, and I list the other factors enabling the me to write it.
In Search of a Salve is the written personification of what it means to stare the truth of yourself in the mirror. K E Garland invites readers into her life as she discovers her sexuality, sex addiction and healing.
Kristen Michaels grew up in an immensely faithful and wholesome family. This average girl-next-door fell in love with her college sweetheart. She spent ten years in a marriage that didn't quite add up until she found the missing piece. Her husband had a sexual addiction. Her marriage forced her to learn more about prostitution than she ever desired. In When Your Fairy Tale Fails, she recounts the brutal trajectory of how she fell for a sex addict and how she conquered the devastation of discovering his secret life. In this memoir, Michaels describes how the combination of confusion, panic, and pain disoriented her in a way she had never experienced. She laboriously searched for answers seeking to understand what was happening to her and why. When Your Fairy Tale Fails shares a story about pain, betrayal, and uncertainty, but also about finding peace, joy, and freedom. It is about how God mended all the rips and tears of her heart.
There are over seven pages of sex addiction memoirs on Amazon...and they're all the same. Someone has a trauma, drugs, abuse, some triggering factor, then they fall into sexual addiction, then 'recover', usually after suffering great loss and hardship. This book ain't that. This is a book written by a man well versed in addiction, as a recovered alcoholic and a long-standing organizer and speaker at alcoholic recovery conferences around the country. But he doesn't consider himself a survivor of sex addiction. He feels no need for redemption, has no self-pity. There is no remorse, no guilt, no self-loathing or self-pity. This is a man who revels in his addiction while understanding that it is an addiction. A man who believes and makes a good argument that prostitution should be legalized. A man who has been a sex addict for going on thirty years. A man who has applied his intellect to the personal introspection of his addiction. A man who is mindful of his own misogynistic personality but has no desire to change it. A man who knows just what demons are driving him, but unlike most, he's harnessed those demons like horses in front of a stage coach. It's a wild ride. It's porn. It's an entertaining and (very) graphic collection of sexual adventures and exploits. This manuscript makes '50 Shades' look like a high school primer. NSFW. Join the author on a wild ride into the depths of his years of sexual addiction and into our society's sanctimonious and hypocritical world of prostitution.
"You can taste the pungent testosterone on every page of this wickedly erotic gay sex memoir." -- BEN TYLER Author, "One Night Stand"